I've been wondering...

Life..what's life..izzit for working hard , raising a family , earning money to went for trip with friends and family and survive in this cruel world where we humans who robbed and destroyed the nature and blame it to god? or izzit a journey of pain and happiness of our lifetime where we had our memories with friends and family whether it's good or bad and no matter how much you struggled and how strong you are..you still can't face 'Death'..is that why god make us mortal to teach us humblity and wanted us reflect for the mistakes we've done and change the world to a better place which all of us care each other..why does racist exist??izzit due to jealousy or different opinion ? Why god created 2 genders.male and female..izzit for us to care each other and tame down the other 1 when their out of way? Universe is ful of mystery which can't be solved ..izzit to teach us how small and weak we are? Why does war exist..Can't we just live in peace ..humans who abused the creation of god by raping others..robbed other's happiness but there's 1 thing i'm sure of me eventhough i know i will die someday..and i'm scared of it but i have to face it cuz i'm not  the only one who will die..and i will bring my memories whether sad..anger..pain..happy..and i have to work hard to get what i want..no pain no gain..no offense this is what i think and feel..if you don't like it..i have no right to force you read this and i'm sorry if there's any grammar or spelling mistakes..i'm willing to improve..thanks for reading it to the end..